| どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
どんなに時が流れても君はずっとここにいると思ってたのに
でも君が選んだのは違う道
どうして君に何も伝えられなかったんだろう
毎日毎晩募ってく思い
あふれ出す言葉
わかってたのに
もう届かない
はじめて出会ったその日から
君を知っていた気がしたんだ
あまりに自然に溶け込んでしまった二人
どこに行く乗りも一緒で君がいることが当然で
僕らは二人で大人になってきた
でも君が選んだのは違う道
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
ここにいると思ってたのに
もう帰れない
特別な意味を持つ今日を
幸せ顔で立つ今日を
きれいな姿で神様に願ってる君を
僕じゃない人の隣で
祝福されてる姿を
僕はどうやって見送ればいいのだろう
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
あの頃の僕らのこと
もう戻れない（考えた考えた）
どうして君の手をつかみ奪えなかったんだろう
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
僕の横にいるはずだった（そのままに）
それでも君が僕のそば離れていても
永遠に君が幸せでいること
ただ願ってる
たとえそれがどんなに寂しくても（寂しくても）
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| Second confession:
I get a thrill from cheating on my significant other, the feeling is soooo addicting.
Sad and horrible, I know..... but HEY! We all have our things.
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| Whenever I have the chance (I'll try to everyday) I'll confess something. Today is one of many confessions.
So here I go.
CONFESSION:
I'm a self-proclaimed pathological liar.
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| Let's test your memory, what color shirt were you wearing when your last kiss happened?
Pshh.
Do you remember your kindergarten teachers name?
Mrs. Blaire; She was friggin' awesome.
Do you remember your first kiss? Who was it?
STFUcunt. XD
Would you rather go to a party or go out of town?
Far out of town homie.
What was the last thing you ate?
Cereal; I was craving.
If you could get back in touch with anyone who would it be?
I'm still in touch with him; I just wanna see him. )=
When was the last time you talked to the last person you kissed?
Talking to him nows;
What's on your bedroom floor?
Nothing; I'm clean yo.
What did you wake up to this morning?
My phone screaming, "WOOOOAH I never meant to brag but I got him where I wanted him now..."
What are you doing tomorrow?
高校 Read that betches. xD
Describe your current shirt:
I'm wearing two. The first, Cerulean AE shirt; The second, White and grey weird designed AE shirt.
Yeah I know I like AE so STFU.
Where was your default picture taken?
My room.
Which movie did you last see in theaters?
The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons
Who was it with?
People
Who were the last people you ate with?
School; Jina, PJ, and Elle.
When was the last time you felt guilty about something?
Yesterday.
What color is your luggage?
BLACK
When were you last on a boat?
Oh that was like last year sometime.
Either in Kauai or With Casleeeene.
When you have kids would you want a boy or a girl first?
Boy; So I can teach him to hate heterosexuals! jk.
Where are you right now?
Bed
Do you drink your soda from a straw?
Sure why not.
What was the last thing someone bought you?
No idea.
Where will you be two months from now?
You tell me.
What color hoodie did you wear last?
Grey and White.
Are you alone?
Sorta.
Who did you last hang out with?
Empress, Jina, Elle, PJ, and myself in Irahaha's.
What did you do last weekend?
Nothing special.
Are you still besties with the same people you were besties with a year ago?
Mhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,
What was the last hotel you stayed in?
Wtf was it called?
When did you last go to the beach?
No idea; Beaches? No thanks.
Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner?
No because I don't have one... OH Shit wait! You talkin' about Casper?
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
=)
Are you crushing on someone?
Should I tell?
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Till this day.
Have you ever made someone cheat on her/his boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
DUH! =[
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Call the love police.
Talk to any of your exes?
Majority of them yes. The fucking immature ones can burn for all I care. jk jk. They should talk to me again, I'm pretty fucking awesome.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Of course.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
Sure why not.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Most do.
Do you want to get married?
Maybe one day.
Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
YES! =(
Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
ROFLMAO.
How many times have you really truly been in love?
Count for me.
Is anything bothering you right now?
Ye.
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how old was the oldest guy/girl you have kissed, besides family?
22?
Have you ever told anybody you would be with them forever?
Gyupp.
What are you doing tonight?
Sleep.
Did you get a full eight hours of sleep last night?
Nah, 1 hour short.
Who are you going to marry?
STFU,
Have you ever gotten alcohol poisoning?
Uh, isn't that like fatal.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with an 'A?'
What kind of kiss?
Who was the last person you talked to?
I'm still talking
Do you have any plans for today?
Hmwk and sleep.
Why did you last laugh really hard?
We were being stupid.
Do you have a best friend?
I guess.
What do you want most right now?
Someone.
How many piercings do you have?
Nada
When were you last sick?
I'm getting sick, well not anymore but was.
Does anyone know your MySpace password?
I don't think so.
What are you listening to right now?
Taking Over Me by the Vitamin String Quartets
How is your hair?
Down, and short.
How long does it take for you to shower?
30 minutes and up.
What was the last thing you ate?
Go back up, find the answer.
What are you excited about?
Nothing,
Do you know anybody with the same birthday as you?
YES! Like a bunch of people.
Have you ever had any near death experiences?
Iono,
Did you have a good day?
I guess
Who's hoodie did you wear last?
Mines duh.
Why did you last go to the beach?
Forced to.
How are you feeling at this moment?
Drained, exhausted, sleepy, tired, sore, shall I continue?
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I hope so.
Honestly if you could go back 5 months from now, would you?
Make that a year then yes.
Do you know how many kids you want and what you'll name them?
Nope.
Is there anyone you won't ever forget?
Mhm;
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping.
What made you sad today?
Nothing;
How did you and your number 2 get to know each other?
What number 2?
Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Just as friends;
How many different people of the opposite sex have you really cried over?
One, two, three, four, tell me if you love me more. ROFL.
When did you last cry?
Who knows.
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| Happy New Year! Hope everyone is having a good New Year and uh.......... yeah.... just have fun. haha. I'm still kinda sjfalksjflsd from last night. So... bye. xD =] love you! |
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